I feel most like myself when…

I saw this quote on Facebook the other day. I’ve been kicking it around and bugging clients to answer it, so this morning, feeling way out of myself while trying to fit too many odd jobs into a smooth mix – I’m asking myself. I feel most like myself when . . .
For starters I do NOT feel like myself when I’m trying to calve a schedule. OK well, that word just came out but it feels right. It feels like I am birthing something that is way too big and taking a big chunk out of me when I’m running late!
Even when I’m not running late it’s hard to get a handle on. Hard to find the me in the racing mind – or any mind. I meditate everyday – thank goodness! – so I get glimpses of me whether I am expressly looking or not. People often tell me I look so calm or grounded and I must just be like that! Well gosh, absolutely not! I need all the meditating and time in meditation that I have, that I do. Otherwise the particulate matter of me is spinning around. It’s work! And it works – had to put a plug in for the practice, it has worked wonders in my life. I feel pretty much like myself in this photo with Gordie. We’re on the beach. I’m just hanging out with her. It always helps me to be with a dog like Gordie or a cat like Pachi because I like my reflection in their energy.

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